god im so mad and overwhelmed and I don’t even know anymore. Life seems to be getting better  but something is holding me back and I hate it. I thought tumblr was supposed to help you, and people are there for you but I just feel like it’s worthless trying to talk to someone on here cause they have no idea what im feeling. School just sucks and just thinking about it kills me and I just want to disappear sometimes so that nobody could find me. I  just want to disappear with Lily and Philip and never come back because I love them and they understand me. I am actually so grateful that I have them. I don’t know the point of this paragraph but I just need to say it because I have the greatest friends in the world and I love them so much ah now i’m crying okay goodnight people.